The sun has been shining and the weather has been hot today, I have been busy working all day but this evening I had special time with my boy. Sadly this means visiting the cemetery where Matthew has lived for the past 6 years. It never ceases to surprise me when I see his head stone, his name carved into the black granite and I wonder how the hell this happened to me. Then I wonder how I survived such an awful journey. After miscarrying Victoria I thought I had had my share of bad luck, how wrong I was!
So this evening I chatted to Matthew as I swept and scrubbed, weeded and polished and then I just sat on a step by the side of his 'bed' and I thanked God for the blessing I had in being his mum, an ANGEL MUM.
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My smiling angel boy. |
Sarah, a visit to your site has broken my heart all over again. Matthew is so handsome..how cruel that he isn't with you now. I'm so sorry. I feel your pain. Hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteThanks Vitu's mom, Matthew passed on 30th November 2004, now I will think of Vitu as I will remember the day before as Vitu's Angel Day.
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Thanks..That's really very touching.
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